i miss last week sooooo much. even though it was only a week ago, it seems so far away...... now that STUPID SCHOOL IS BACK IN SESSION.

1/20- went to LBPD w/ hb again for follow upsss. had lunch then went to csuf to buy books/ search for my classes. without doing that, i really do think i'll get super lost on the first day of class.
1/21- searched around town through several places to look for offerings of notarization. finally found the spot at a ups store. stopped by radioshack to pick up some expensive ass bateries for the cute HK clock; it works!! chilled until hb left to LB again.
1/22- my stupid ass thought school started this day, but it didn't! relaxeddd.
1/23- hb came over & cooked up some yum manwiches. watched horton hears a who, what a cute movie!
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1/24- celebrated tet on dad's side family! went over to cousins during the afternoon & lagged around til the entire family arrived. had lotsss of delicious food, i can't believe our family completely wiped out every single speck of food! holy crap -_- after dinner i went home w/ my dad to watch the AFFLICTION FIGHT: FEDOR EMILIANENKO VS. ANDREI ARLOVSKI!!!!!!!!!!!!! the much-too-long anticipated fight finally occurred! although i knew fedor would win, it was one hell of a fight to watch cause theyre 2 of mine & hb's favorite fighters!!!! poor andrei, he was doing so well too. it's okay though, b/c fedor's a super cute huge teddy bear (lucky ass hb got to MEET FEDOR & TAKE MANY PICTURES WITH HIM ON 2 DIFFERENT DAYS!!!!....jealously...) anyway, after the fight went back to cousin's house to continue gambling!!!!!!! gambling is the best @ that cousin house cause she used to be a blackjack pro w/ her own table & sets of chips & the card holders/automatic shufflers stuff... yeah so its pretty much like a casino =) awesomeness. unfortunately, i've never been a fan of gambling & my bad luck only increases when i do. i lose every single round!!! after a while i just decided to watch cause i got fed up with losing. gambled & played rock band til around 1am & the families dispersed.
1/25- celebrated tet on mom's side family! too bad my dad won tickets to the lakers vs. spurs game & he couldnt be with us. mom, brother, & i left to grandma's around noon & waited for family to come. baby evan was able to make it from sanfran! he grows up soooo quickly, esp. since we only see him on holidays. we were also able to see the newborn baby gavin! that cute half white boy w/ gorgeous eyes got so chubby!!! tripled his size in a few months! HAHAHA. after dinner, li-sied then got hooked on that darn game cranium lololol. left around 7pm to go home & prepare for school....... fjdakljfsd;l
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1/26- happy tet! although it didn't feel like it cause we already celebrated. first day of school wasn't so bad, i only had 2 classes from 12-2:15. thankfully, hb drove me so i didn't have to deal w/ parking =) calculus & bio were okay cause i have them w/ a bunch of people. after school went to walmart for some notebooks, lunch w/ hb, home to catch up on sleep... /// some dumb stuff happened that night, & I STILL CANT FUCKING BELIEVE IT!! ARE YOU FUCKING KIDIDNG ME?!?
1/27- 4years&3months. hb tried to make stupid shit up by driving me to school again. class from 10-1115 was good. didn't have class again til 1pm & hb was there to "hang out" w/ me. had lunch. went to the book store to pick up labmanual, coat, etc. as expected, the line was ENORMOUSLY LONG, & i had class within 15 min so hb stood in line & paid for me.... then he fell asleep in the car & waited til i got out at 215. sweet right? I GUESSSSS?! considering what he did the night before, i don't really care!!!!!!! less hassle for me, so whatever. afterwards went to staples for the specific graph type of notebook for lab. bought some drinks, then went back home to nap.

UGHHH, tomorrow's the first day of lab at 9am. doesnt seem so early right? except early morning traffic from getting to the darn school!!!!! so i must wake up at 645 the latest =( so lame. i get out at 215 but no breaks; so lab 9-1150, calc 12-1250, bio 1-215. all the tought classes crammed together & i will have no food in my stomach =( that is the part i don't like.. im gna get skinnier from this >=O im going to try to sleep early tonight b/c ITS SO GODDAMN HARD TO WAKE UP NOW! for over a month of break i've been going to bed at 3AM & sleeping in til 12PM!!!! i totally fucked up my sleeping schedule.

so last week i was reading Breaking Dawn, and i was only in the 400s page zone & i didn't read as often as the other books. butttt, since school started this week & i knew it would be for the best to not be distracted by the lovely twilight series, i read the other 400 pages in a day LOLOL. so yes, i finished Breaking Dawn, AND I LOVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!! idk why a lot of people say it's not great. yeah, it would be nice to go into the future, but realistically, the way it's written is good for ending the series. i am SO SAD that IT'S OVER!!!!!! i can't get over it. i feel empty without new stories of Bella & Edward =( i know i'll reread it again. i would totally reread it NOW if it wasn't for school... i miss you forks, bella, edward, the cullens, jacob, quilette tribe, the volturi, renesmee, etc...

anyway, hope tomorrow goes well!

my monthly recap lol:
1/1- shopping w/ mom
1/2- visited my grandpa <3 / finally cut & re-dyed my hair
1/3- shopping w/ hb to find nathan a bday present. returned a bunch of xmas gifits. went to identity's & found nathan his beanie! went home & left for nathan's party. i love my little baby!
1/5- breakfast w/ hb. left to longbeach for his 2nd interview. longest interview ever! i fell asleep for over an hour in the car. had lunch & took a nap.
1/8- went to csuf to meet with my bio professor to discuss my final exam. i got a B, which was less than i expected, but i got a B+ in the overall course! that was unexpected. talked to him for a long while.. went to go eat lunch. bank. target. stuff.
1/9- hb & i took kibble to the park to play... but he got so dirty! >=O
1/10- andrea's bday party. helped my aunt w/ the party planning, etc. good brunch. left around 4 to pick up hb & went to the movies to watch Bolt! what a super cute movie, he acts just like kibble! lolol. had dinner & explored around haha.
1/11- grandmama'sss in irvine for the entire day. she's always super happy to see me, so it's totally worth it. spent the afternoon reading New Moon until the rest of the cousins came. had dinner with them & stayed til night time.
1/15- finally got new contacts! must keep track of the date this time...
1/16- stupid bad day w/ hb. left and drove mom to target blind; only i didn't tell her i was.
1/17- went to sheraton w/ hb but it was too crowded. checked out doubletree, anticipating to meet the fighters!!! hopefully =) attempted to go to asian mall for some hellokitty gifts but it was wayyy too crowded, considering there was a huge accident on my street, magnolia & hazard -_- searched in korea town & found some places just as good. i must return for that hk ring!!! shopped for a long time. took a nap then left. ufc93.
1/18- yay kibble got his shower!!! i'm so sorry baby =(
1/19- went to the beach this morning for a stroll =) the sky was gorgeousssss. afterwards visited raymond's cemetary b/c we coincidently passed it; yesterday was exactly a year. had lunch then nap.

exactly one more week until school starts. of course it's inevitable, but as predicted, i am already dreading it.

i am IN LOVE with the Twilight saga. i started Twilight about 2 weeks ago & now im on the last book, Breaking Dawn! i find myself reading slower bc i REALLY don't want it to end. plus many people have said they don't like the ending.... great. i'm still in love with it, nonetheless. & i can't wait until stepheniemeyer finishes Midnight Sun! i've read the unpublished version of what she posted online, & it's SOOO GOOOD!!! edward's version is WAY BETTER than bella's. anyway, i have to finish soon though cause school's starting & there won't be any time for it... =(

lol im so late on everything... how shameful, but i like to pick up where i left off (or at least near)..

11/26- got a fking parking ticket at csuf for parking in the faculty's for an hour!!!! FK YOU CSUF!!!
11/27- thanksgiving on mom's side, cleaned my tiffany's jewelry (finally), ong noi's 2 years, hb & my 4years&1month <3
11/28- hb's 19th bday!! went shopping in the morning and bought him some stuff that he wanted. around 2PM picked up the camera and left to my secret destination! lol. arrived at the griffith observatory around 3PM and had to park super far thanks to some dumbass "celebrity" around the neighborhood. might i add, those houses are FKING HUGE!!!! i even spotted a gorgeous rolls royce in the front gate of one of the houses =( anyway, hiked uphill to the buildings and explored! the views are extremelyyy & unbelievably breathtaking!!! 5PM was the perfect timing to take silhouette pics of the sun set =) however... the camera suddenly died due to the memory card being full [we currently have to pay to retrieve the pics...] left around 530PM & headed to todai for dinner =)
11/29- ong noi's anniversary at, of course, my house....
11/30- went to trader joe's to buy 3 bags of the delicious oriental mix <3 went to cousin's house to have lunch with baby evan's family & baby gavin's
12/2- ditched school. went to hb's around 830AM, arrived at cabazon around 10AM & returned my juicy bracelet. ate at the lovely italian kitchen<33 headed over to morongo & chilled for a bit; left around 2PM & went to bloomingdale's to return my other juicy bracelet lol. bought a juicy necklace at nordstrom. went to the camera store but they were unable to retrieve our pics =(
12/6- happy 20th bday bestb sam!!! <33 had dinner at cat w/ family, then some yogurt
12/9- went to long beach police academy to find the location for hb
12/13- horrible day. hb did the best at his lbpa, other than that, one of the worse days ever
12/14- some xmas shopping w/ mom
12/16- hb took me to school to turn in my phil. paper; didn't have to take the final! =) picked up huy&hali and started hb's dodge charger day. went to dodge costa mesa, 2 in downey, lunch at in&out, union dodge, & hbdodge.... no success
12/17- bio final!!! it's finally overrr...
12/20- spent the entire stupid day at morongo... enough said
12/21- matthew's first bday party
12/22- sold back books. went xmas shopping. nissan dodge for hb's new car. picked up stupid brother fjdakljfd
12/23- last day of xmas shopping. hb killed the entire day, week, month, year (no joke)
12/24- shopping for myself w/ mom in the morning. went to visit hb for a little, had some alertos & went house hunting in tustin! ahhahahah. gorgeoussssss houses tho <33 went home & met up with cousin's family to attend mass at the hb church (first time). went to aunt's for some bon bo hue for the night
12/25- CHRISTMAS was okay this year; definitely not the same as all the other years... sadly. spent the morning til evening w/ dad's side playing white elephant & such. left around 6PM for mom's side of the family
12/27- natalie's 20th bday! / 4years&2months. went w/ parents to the verizon store & got my lg dare <3 went to watch bedtime stories w/ hb, very cute movie!!!!! ate at denny's. UFC 92
12/29 (today)- went w/ hb to tint his windowsss. in&out. then went to buy his electric stickers for his car. kirspy kreme donutsss =)

okay so overall, break has been wonderful, except the beginning. christmas wasn't the same as all the other years.. feels like family keeps drifting apart thanks to those selfish people, but i guess we don't need them. im happy i got my leather juicy purse & chloe wallet though =) && lg dare

oh yes, & i started reading twilight!!!! I LOVE IT SO FAR!!!!!

no school this week!!! too bad it's going to go by wayyy too fast.

finally bought the history book i need to help me study for the final. i better put it to good use...
finished registering, my schedule's fine, but i have one hell of a hard professor for bio, or so i've heard. still thinking about this whole career thing, i really don't know.

saturday, woke up early and went to hb's around 830 and went straight to palm springs. stopped by baker's to grab something to eat; that place is so cute. arrived at morongo and started spendinggggg. of course, i am not a gambler and never will be =) left in the afternoon-ish to go over to cabazon for some shopping. hb bought me a juicy bracelet and a necklace!! =) bought some really cute sweaters and stuff at guess cause they were having an awesome sale. later on ate some food at this italian place, and it was deliciousssss!! too bad they don't have a place like that around here. around 430 we returned back to morongo for a couple more roundsssss... got back to gg around 7 something. grabbed some junk for food then home.

sunday, went with mom to target for more necessities. then headed to my cousin's in irvine to welcome our new baby nephew, GAVIN!!! HE IS SOOOO ADORABLE =) he has the most gorgeous nose; you can cleary see his beautiful little bridge on his nose thanks to his white dad heh. his eyes, for now, are a deep blue/gray color; how cute right?! but his eyes will most likely be permanently hazel. anyway, he's only 3 weeks old and will be a month old on thanksgiving. so all he does is sleep, eat, and poop. i can't wait until he gets a couple months olderrrr =) had dinner at their place, watched the AMA for a little, went home around 930.

THIS WEEK IS GOING TO BE SO GODDAMN HECTIC! thanksgiving is on such a bad day/week this year.
tomorrow, gotta go to school in the morning for some dumbass project. then go develop pictures for bio, get stuff for hb's project, then hopefully have time for shopping for his bday.
thanksgiving day is our 4years&1months haha, but it'll be too family-occupied on both ends. friday is hb's bday!! not sure what we're doing yet, but we'll see. saturday might meet together with gavin again, plus evan i think? i don't know. but i have A LOT to do for school and i have a feeling i'm not even going to finish a quarter of it.

did bad on bio exam2 again.... worse than the first time, which FRKING SUCKS =( one more test.... must raise my grade up to at leastttt a C+ ... thank goodness i still have lab grade.

11/7: got terribly terrriblyyy sick!! i was sooo dying in lab that morning. went straight to babe's and got some soup. made me feel a lotttt better. later went to my uncle doctor for medicine and ended up getting everyone else sick.
11/8: dinner w/ babe at some hawaiian place. i don't like that food anymore so i barely ate. watched madagascar2 which is such a good movie!!!! A LOT funnier than the first (i didn't even think the first was that funny to begin with) enjoyed my overpriced hotdog + nachosss mmmm.
11/9: SICK SICK SICK. my stupid ass phone FROZE AND DIED.
11/10: woke up early and picked up babe at 930 to go to the verizon store. thank god they had a replacement and replaced my phone AGAIN! next time it breaks down i can get an early upgrade =) afterwards, got lazy & didn't want to go to amst class... so went back to babe's to get directions, got junk food, then went to longbeach police department. hung around for a while, went back home & got ready for school at 230.
11/11: no school! =) went to babe's around 915 and went straight to LBPD again for his interview!! didn't start until 1030 and didn't end til 1115 -_- but i was happy to support him. wanted to check out sapd but it was closed, lame! got some pizza hut & ate. went to target for many necessities. took a longggg nap then home.
11/12: had an appt. w/ my guardian angel <3 i love talking to him.
11/14: went to lab, then had lunch with the girls. left to dana point around 1230 for our bio field trip!!! last field trip out of 4 already =( arrived at the intertidal rocky coast around 115. hiked on literally ROCKS along the beach for a quarter of a mile. got to our destination & we all spreaded out in search of our organisms. i'm pretty sure everyone tripped/fell at least once! it was so goddamn slippery. DANGEROUS! i love anemone =) around 330 we hiked back to the main area, which was DREADFUL. i felt like my ankle was gna twist since we hiked at a side angle off of the mountain area. left around 4PM & didn't get back to csuf til 540!!! major traffic. decided to visit babe at his work =) took him to get food on his break then went home. had dinner w/ parents at that sushi & fusion cuisine place, "CAT" it was pretty goooood.
11/15: went to babe's in the afternoon & went shopping at west mall. he bought me some super cute boots!! <33 got him some more tshirts since his just seem to magically disappear... ate at genghis khan then got some italian ice cream. went home & picked up the DODGE CHARGER! hehe. got gas for it, went to identity for a beanie. came back home & watched lil man while his parents got ready for the wedding. chargers are sooooo awesomeeee! later on went home & had dinner at hometown buffet.
11/16: woke up early and washed my car, riley, and the e350 =) rested for a longgg while. then went w/ momma to her work place for a bit. went to staterbros for fooood. then home and fell asleep & now i have a huge headacheeee.

lame school's open tmm! but it's okay, this week then we have next week off!! =) registering this week so i needa make my schedule! I WANT THE WEATHER TO COOL THE EFF DOWN!!! >=O